Cold Morning

I wake up in the morning it was like 4 a.m. But still, I get up anyway.... It was so cold.... It was like waking up in the freezer or something... Anyway, when I woke up.... I think about someone, that someone that I'll never get..... I always think that my life is useless....Sometimes I even thinking about suicide... But then, I think to myself... Why should I kill myself??? Why? I never thought it will be this way....For dude out there.... Please follow...I will teach you how to maintain your Ego...